Category:Elements
From Eluminatus
who help create a world that's
intriguing,
wonderful,
magical ...
and incredibly seductive.
(November, 2007)
You don’t exist.
At least, logically you shouldn’t exist.
But neither should I.
And when I stop to think of it
neither should any of my closest friends.
So ... who knows.
Maybe we’ll get along pretty well.
I choose left
Soft hail. Large flakes. Mist.
Trees, forking paths; I choose left.
And then circle back.
(March 2007, originally in Meditations on desire)
Fall
Amidst fall's cool rains,
Warm dreams of you transform me
And all of my world.
(october 2006)
Unexpected sun.
Reflecting on what matters.
A walk in the woods.
(march 2006)
winter's winds early
branches sway. leaves fall.
once home, refreshed, i relax
by thinking of you.
(to Air, October 2007)
The Asymptote of Desire
She touches my hand.
Sparks fly.
She smiles even more happily.
I realize that
My desire for her now
Is only the beginning.
My desire for her
Will increase every moment
For the rest of my life.
My mind turns off.
She is everything.
She is everywhere.
She transforms my world.
I am calm and relaxed with her,
With my desire for her.
Every instant
Is an eternity.
Infinite ecstasy,
Total bliss.
I relax and experience
The asymptote of desire.
(July - November 2007)
Taking my hand
April, 2007, from Space of desire
Imagining
(or sensing)
(or feeling)
somebody
taking my hand
As we walk
Through the woods,
Down the beach.
Solitude
Three candles,
Surrounded by a circle
Of votives and tapers:
Grounding.
Creating Sacred Space.
Seduction.
I light them ... and think of you
And us -- individually, collectively.
I think about how the thought of you (and us)
Grounds me.
Makes me aware of the sacred space that surrounds you.
Seduces me.
I think about how thoroughly you've seduced me,
And I think about the scrap of paper I found this afternoon
With the carefully-written equation
Love = trust pretty darn absolutely
I feel (or imagine) your presence.
In the air ... on my skin ...
In my mind ...
Throughout my being.
I remember (or imagine) other seductive times with you,
Grounded and sacred,
By candlelight
And other magic illumination.
I remember (or imagine)
The first time we met ... and the next ...
The first time we held hands,
The first time I told you I loved you,
Every moment we've spent together,
And all the moments with you I've remembered,
Imagined, replayed, anticipated,
And fantasized about.
And then I realize
I'm thinking too much
And watch the candles
And experience you.
-- December 15, 2006
And
Appealing
Coquettish
Enticing
Confident
Exciting
Alluring
Erotic
Powerful
Sensual
Sexual
Seductive
(For Fifi, October 2007)
Elements
Earth. Air. Water. Fire.
Every night, each morning,
We transform our world.
(February - November, 2007)
